I can't believe I'm doing this. I am not a blogger. What I want to do is air out my life. I want to talk about what is frustrating as a stay-at-home mom and see if anybody else out there is with me. I want to be daring and 'blog' about what didn't work out and what doesn't photograph well. I don't follow any blogs and never have, really, because I can't handle any more glossy pictures of craft projects accomplished in an afternoon, or glutten-free pies fresh out of the oven, or fun family camping trips. I am sick of only getting to see the edited version of life. I want to be unabashed about what really happens around here.
Now, I don't mean to be negative. Real life isn't necessarily negative. Real life is a roller coaster complete with shrieks of joy and vomiting both. Well, mine is anyway because I'm a stay-at-home mom. Maybe I did get a craft project done--but I'll be you that it took 5 afternoons and the dishes in my kitchen are piled up like a page out of Dr. Seuss.
Take today, for example. Today I set up this blog. The process started at 9:00 and since then I have been interrupted by two screaming sessions by the infant, one nursing session, three poopy diapers, three time-out sessions for the toddler, and a break to shape the sticky buns and allow them to rise. Here is a good example of the roller-coaster. Most of the morning is basically cruddy and at best mundane. I have not showered in a few days. But here I am now with a few minutes to myself and I am eating a sticky bun with a hot cup of decaf--decaf because although I am exhausted by my 1.5 month old getting up 3 times a night, I have discovered that caffeine makes him super cranky so I have to cut it out. yeay. Up and down, up and down and I could go on. Here are some pictures...